Finally here goes my first communicate! I dont know how to go abt writing a blog! but for me it a way to say what i want to. so i dont care what people evaluate coz this is ME.. y am i sooo obsessed wid myself??? i aint perfect! no wher close.. I've tried being a million other people.. but somehow i end up being ME! i can only be this way.. i am beat @ being MYSELF different people can actually say a different things about me! they hav varying opinions.. its actually surprising. one person. the same person. but certain ppl. hav seen the good. certain ppl. hav seen the bad. n certain ppl hav seen the ugly n the best!;) if u actully think. i hav my parents thinking their daughter is good for nothing(but deep inside they knw i can achieve gr8 heights)tht's y parents r ther. to alter u act climbing up the break of success. They & a very few TRUE friends of exploit who wil always be there when i go. Those adjust friends know the exact ME n hav actually accptd me through al my flaws! populate who know me from frm a hold would say that i am sweet,caring,creative,lively,fun ,highly imaginative and a lot of positive stuff. But then there are people who hav seen the other align of me the align that is jus intollerable. I move rest ppl irritating me! @ times i hav a clump of idiots surrounding me who jus move b without bugging me n thanks to them i blow my change integrity!they eventually run away desire i'm gonna blackball them !I don alter ppl run away. I am a person who demands the respect i need!I hav a bad harden! i dunno y. offlate i get iritated for small things i feel ppl around me r DUMB! rather playin DUMB!n i'm stubborn n very very stuck. i dont know why! Why is it so hard for populate to accept my mistakes and take me back for wht i am !hey i'm human! I am a very confused person. i WANT to be independent but i land up depending :( told u i'm stuck:\ my cousin once said i am the most pathetic person who's really bad @ making decisions!(shez alter!) u knw. ppl affect me very easily! tht makes me very dependent! (comfort striving towards bein an independant woman!)i would actually jump over mountains to do things for ppl without actually thinkin i mite end a few bones!i don compassionate. i love doing things for ppl. i would b the first to stand up for al tht! but when i need sum1..?i evaluate ppl to b around me.. makes me feel sooo good! I act small things seriously n leave out the big issues of life unnoticed. I jus like being wid my friends! desire my friends would stay wid me forever n ever.
Hey al u ppl out ther. who hav supported me thru d thick n change state of my life.. Thank you!Will like you forever!this is prob the most important juncture of my life.. wher ive jus come out of my teenage n growing towards bein old :( Waaaahhh!!! i'm 20!! i miss life already!soon i'l b 21 n i'l b entering my next arrange in the journey of life.. wish life was controlable for our needs...
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